R3 is correct. You're totally OCD. Some SSRI's will help, I promise. Go see a medical doctor, ideally a psychiatrist. Seriously. This is what you were willing to post on a public site. I can only imagine the other stuff you were too ashamed to mention.
you should be assessed for obsessive-compulsive disorder. help is available.
R3 is correct. You're totally OCD. Some SSRI's will help, I promise. Go see a medical doctor, ideally a psychiatrist. Seriously. This is what you were willing to post on a public site. I can only imagine the other stuff you were too ashamed to mention.